I belong to God and He is my keeper. I admit, at times I wiggle to be set free from His control over my life. I see things this world says are fun and good and I want to try them. I notice others enjoying life while I, at times, struggle with things many might find ridiculous. I often hear others laugh and speak of peace, while I find myself disappointed and restless. The common denominator is all of this is me looking at a world without Christ and thinking they have discovered the key to joy. If they do not know Christ, they do not know joy as God wants us to experience it.
Please do not take any of the above as if I am saying that being a follower of Christ is not good and best... IT IS. The enemy of God does all he can to make this fallen world (we have been saved from) look better than the unseen world (which we have been saved to).